My little one is perfectly fine. He woke up very happy and has been very loving and mellow, maybe the smack on the head adjusted his friskiness (hehehe...) My oldest one I suppose had a good day at school, he doesn't really like talking about school, but maybe he gets it from me tho whole not wanting to rehash boring details of things that don't really catch ones attention.
My brother came to visit, it was nice, he is on a hard search for a job but not having much luck finding one. He doesn't have a computer so he searches, submits his resume and sets up interviews, been doing this for a while but man just nothing. I wish there was more I could do for him but I myself don't work so yeah not much help at all.
Now to not confuse, well anyone I guess which I do often, I need to clarify something, even if it's just for me cause I don't know if anyone will actually ever even read this place but just in case. I have 2 sets of "parents" my biological ones and my foster ones. My biological ones, mami is alive and not well but that would take years of writing to know the why and I really don't fell like it right now. My biological father (lets call him L) died years ago, I think it was 02 but we were not very close and although I, in some level loved him, his death came and went with out doing much impact in my life so I can't even remember the date of his death.
My foster parents are really my aunt and uncle, L's sister and her husband took me in for most of my life I think, anyway I kinda call them mom and dad but they aren't, call my cousins my sisters but they aren't and they live in PR, are all doctors and super busy so I don't really like to bother them much, I feel they have no real obligation towards me so I let the wind blow and every once in a while I say hi but in life everyone has their problems and commitments so I can't expect much anyway.
I have one brother from my biological mom and two brothers from my biological dad. Two of them I am pretty close to at heart but one is in his own world and that's cool, if he's happy I wish him the best, I just in a way kind of wish he would at least call or meet his nephews but no it's ok, he doesn't' have to. I guess the point I am trying to make is I don't feel connected to "family" as time goes by and I don't think I like it but I really don't think that there is much to be done about it.
Going back to my one brother, lets call him R, R is trying hard but life is pretty hard right now. My biological mom, also someone I wish I could help, is pretty much in a state of sick of it all and I'm starting to feel pretty damn annoyed by it, it's actually making me feel the way she does and I don't really like that.
Well this was depressing, I'm sorry but I do have a "what do I do?" dilemma, not major but important to me :D See Lost Paws has adoption day every Saturday and on the 7th of Feb there is a Cat show around the same time as adoption time, but I've never been to a cat show! I want to go! I would get to see so many different types of cats and even take pictures of the awesome fluffiness but what to do? what to do? :taps fingers on desk:
I will figure it out I guess, depending on who can come to adoption day but no one I know wants to go with me to the show. Oh man I am so gonna be the crazy cat lady when I get old ain't I? yes, yes I am and to prove it a picture of one of the foster kitties I had which got adopted.
I bet Rose is doing great and I bet she's huge by now.
Well it's bed time for the kids so I have to get them ready, you know teeth brushing, story reading and hugs and kisses so I will type something later, or tomorrow. I hope you had a great day and if not then I hope tomorrow is fabulous! Wish Lost Paws luck, it will be adoption day tomorrow and oh little note, the little one let the ferret out sooo really got to go but here is a pic of Rocco just cause...
Have a great one!!
Love,
Lola
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